Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.
Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us.
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.
You made it through Week One. Before we move into the harder territory of Week Two (the silence, the questions, the seasons when God feels far), let us stop and look back at where He was this week.
The Ignatian Examen is an old prayer practice going back to Ignatius of Loyola in the 1500s. It sounds formal, but it is actually just a structured way of reviewing your day, or in this case your week, with God. Looking for where He was. Where you missed Him. What you want to bring into tomorrow.
I have simplified it here. This version has five questions. You do not have to answer them all perfectly. You do not even have to write anything down, though that can help. Just sit with them honestly for a few minutes.
That is the whole practice.
The Five Questions
A word before Week Two.
Week Two is called "When the Silence Comes." It is going to name some things that are real and sometimes uncomfortable: the seasons where prayer feels flat, where God feels absent, where you are doing all the right things and not feeling anything.
I want you to know going in: we are not going to try to fix that silence. We are going to learn to sit in it faithfully. Because the silence, as it turns out, is not the end of the story.
See you in Day 8.
Practice the Examen
Take 10 to 15 minutes tonight or this weekend to work through the five questions above. You can do this silently, or you can journal through it. Notice what rises to the surface. Do not judge what you find. Simply let it be seen.
- What was the single biggest moment of God's presence in my week?
- Where did I feel farthest from Him, and what was happening in that moment?
- What is one thing I want to do differently in Week Two?
- What am I most grateful for from this past week?
Am I willing to look honestly at my week, without performance or self-defense? Can I let God show me where He was, even in the places I missed Him?
God, here is my week. The parts I am proud of and the parts I am less proud of. The moments I felt You and the ones where I walked right past You without noticing.
Thank You for all of it. Thank You for being present in more of it than I could see at the time. I am ready for what is next. Go ahead and lead. In Jesus Name, Amen.
If I am honest about this week, not performing for God, not putting a good spin on it, what is the truest thing I want to say to Him right now?
- Claire