I think we have gotten the kingdom all wrong. At least, I know I have.
I have spent a lot of years imagining that the kingdom of God should look like something impressive. Something big. Something that makes sense to the world, even if the world does not accept it. I thought that if I had enough faith, the kingdom would break through in my life in ways that everyone could see, even if they did not believe.
But that is not what Jesus told us the kingdom looks like.
The Kingdom Starts Small
Jesus told a parable about this. He said the kingdom is like a mustard seed. And if you know anything about mustard seeds, you know they are tiny. One of the smallest seeds there is. You can barely hold one in your hand. You need a magnifying glass to see it properly. And He said that this tiny seed, when it is planted, becomes a tree. A great tree. The kind that birds can perch in.
But it does not start as a tree. It starts as a seed. A tiny, forgettable, almost invisible seed.
"He presented another parable, saying, 'The kingdom of heaven is like a grain of mustard seed that a man took and sowed in his field, which is the smallest of all seeds, but when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and make nests in its branches.'"
Matthew 13:31-32He told another parable too. The kingdom is like leaven. Yeast. You put a tiny bit of yeast into flour, and it works quietly, invisibly, and the whole batch of dough rises. But you cannot see the kingdom expanding. You cannot measure it with the eye. It is working, but it is working in ways that are not impressive to the watching world.
"He told them another parable. 'The kingdom of heaven is like leaven that a woman took and hid in three measures of flour, till it was all leavened.'"
Matthew 13:33I think we have always been waiting for the kingdom to arrive in a way that will finally impress everyone. But Jesus is telling us that the kingdom works in the opposite direction. It starts small. It starts hidden. It starts in places that no one is watching.
Where the King Was Born
And then there is the actual coming of the King. The King of the universe, the one whose kingdom will have no end, the one who holds all authority in heaven and on earth. Where was He born?
Not in Rome. Not in Jerusalem. Not in any place of power or importance. He was born in Bethlehem, yes, but not in a house. Not in an inn. He was laid in a feed trough because there was no room in the inn. The King of the universe, wrapped in swaddling cloths, lying in a manger.
The first people to come and worship Him were shepherds. Shepherds. Not priests. Not kings. Not scholars. Shepherds, who were considered unclean, who were at the bottom of society, who could not even testify in court. The lowliest of the low.
"And in the same region there were shepherds out in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And an angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were filled with great fear."
Luke 2:8-9I have read this story hundreds of times. But every time, it still hits me. The scandal of it. The Creator of the universe, born in a stable, worshiped by shepherds. That is not how kingdoms work. That is not how kings are born.
But that is exactly how the kingdom of God works.
The King Dies in the Most Shameful Way
And then there is the death. Where did the King die?
He was crucified. The most shameful death in the Roman world. A cross was not just a way to die. It was a way to make an example of someone. To show everyone what happens to anyone who threatens the empire. It was designed to be humiliating. To be seen. To be a warning.
And that is where the King of the universe chose to die. Not in a palace. Not in a temple. On a cross, between two thieves, in a garbage dump outside the city.
And almost everyone walked past and shook their heads. The disciples scattered. The crowds moved on. It looked like the end of everything. It looked like loss. It looked like failure. It did not look like a kingdom at all.
"And when they came to a place called Golgotha, which means Place of a Skull, they crucified Him and the criminals, one on the right and one on the left."
Mark 15:22-24But then Sunday came.
The Resurrection Changes Everything
The resurrection did not happen in a temple. It happened in a tomb. A borrowed tomb. And it did not happen in front of crowds. It happened in front of a few women who came to grieve. The resurrection was not a spectacle. It was a quiet miracle. It was hidden.
And for a long time, it did not look like a kingdom. The early church was small. They met in homes. They were persecuted. They were scattered. They did not have buildings or money or political power. They had something else. They had the presence of the risen King, working in them and through them.
And that is the kingdom. Not impressive at first. But growing. Always growing. Quietly, invisibly, and then all at once, unmistakably.
So what does this mean for us?
What This Means for Your Life
It means that when you feel small, when you feel overlooked, when you feel like your life does not look like what you thought the kingdom should look like, you might actually be right in the middle of it.
You might be exactly where the kingdom is supposed to be. In the small places. In the hidden places. In the places that no one is watching.
It means that the work you are doing that no one notices might matter more than anything. That the faith you are holding onto when everything looks dead might be the very thing that God is using to plant something that will grow into a tree. It means that the prayers you are praying that feel like they are hitting the ceiling might be precisely the seeds that God is planting in ground you cannot see.
Try This Today
What is the smallest, most unremarkable thing in your life right now? The thing that does not look impressive, that does not feel significant, that no one is noticing. Could that be the place where the kingdom is starting? Take a moment to ask God to show you what He is doing in the small places.
The kingdom is not going to arrive looking the way we expect. It never has. It started in a stable, and it grew. It started in a tomb, and it conquered. It started in a tiny upper room, and it transformed the world.
Do not look for the kingdom to arrive in ways that impress you. Look for it in the places that do not. That is where it has always been. That is where it is right now.
Father, thank You for showing me that the kingdom does not require me to be impressive. Help me to stop trying to build something that looks impressive to the world. Help me to trust that You are working in the small places, in the hidden places, in the places that no one is watching. Grow what You have planted in me. In Jesus Name, Amen.
With honesty and hope,
Claire